It about the relationship dying, and you blaming yourself for it, even though it more obvious on the surface that his explosiveness is preventing any progress from being made. On the other hand, there is also SOME truth value to the self blame you feel from that dream and vision: People always feel that way when someone dies, or a relationship dies. For it emotionally normal to be very hurt when a love relationship can no longer produce the love it used to produce, whether it because the 2 people are no longer together or just because they can find a way to be together without fighting or disgusting and hating or fearing each other.

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